Update

Nothing serious at the ENT, thank goodness. He's concerned about the fever but wants me to do a saline spray daily and come back in 2 months. If I get this recurring thing again, he said we may look into a CT scan of my sinuses but hopefully won't have to do that. He saw nothing obstructive today. :)

I'm kind of odd in that I like to do things (some things) by myself. On the way to the appointment this morning I was thinking how I miss that part of the drive when we made it for fertility trips: the anticipation of finding out more, exciting news and maybe the chance of our IUI working that trip. I try not to bother you all with the negatives of all of this. But I am at a point right now where I don't know what else to do. I don't want to do the "next step." I just wanted it to happen with what we've tried. I don't know what else to pray anymore. If I pray about it constantly does that mean I'm worrying about it and don't have enough faith? If I pray about it only a few times, does that mean I don't care enough to pray about it all the time? I don't know. And honestly I'm tired of praying about it. I pray the same thing. And I know God has to be shaking his head and chuckling at how ignorant I am!

So, I did a little retail therapy this afternoon. Not much, mostly just browsing but I love to do that by myself. So I got in a full day.

5K in the morning, Hogs game tomorrow afternoon. Busy weekend, but I like it.